sweet lemon peace

2006-10-18T00:25:00.000-07:00

SAY HI TO FOUR DAYS OF FREEDOM!
my parents told us over dinner last night that they were going away from saturday to tuesday to celebrate their anniversary.
so obviously,i pretend to be okay about it and all,but inside my heart i'm celebrating.
who wouldnt want freedom from their parents for a while?(:
well,i'm feeling a little guilty for being so hypocritical when they told us but yeah.
i was planning to skip sailing and like meet up with some people,but i realised i cant.
i need to get some letter from coach to approve of the fact i've been attending trainings 75% of the year to get cca points.
oh well.i need to get some sort of tan anyway,i'm going wayy to fair that my horrid eye bags are so visible.

so we got back english,math,physics,life science yesterday.
english-A2(i'm okay with it)
math-B3(i dont wanna talk about it!)
physics-A1(I NEVER EXPECTED SUCH A HIGH GRADE,i thought i was gonna fail)
life science-a2(i'm okay with it i guess?though i did study like shit for this paper)
and then we got back chinese,geog,home e and lit today.
i dont even wanna mention anything about it.
i mean its just so shocking since i thought i was fairly stable in lit and was considering taking it full next year.
geog was equally horrid,though i realised later that everyone didnt really do well.but still.
chinese was so wasted,it was just like 1 mark to an A2.if only i did better in those stupid comphrehensions.
haha i just dont get home e.its all common sense which needs to be memorised.but i cant memorise common sense so i dont really care for the subject.enn did really well though.ahh wells.

i found my sister's lame blog,its really the stupidest thing i've seen on earth(seriously)
she doesnt even have a proper skin,ahahha.i know i'm being mean.
but now she's attempting to steal the com away from me.

I MISS EAST TIMOR):

2006-10-16T01:11:00.000-07:00

i'm seriously in a switched-off mood now,since exams are over.
and bored too.there's like nothing to do at home besides eating sleeping computer tv.
which can get very boring at times,haha.anyway i've been eating a lot over the past few days,like once every hour or more.
i need to stop it already.its quite a sad thing that i dont have much self control.
i'm deciding whether i should skip tuition tomorrow.i'm not exactly in the mood yet to get back to math sums and all that crap.
come on man,its only been like 5 days since exams ended.

results back today,it was kind of depressing.maybe i was overreacting to my history marks.
and when i look back and see what i did in class,i feel kind of stupid in a way.
though i still feel disappointed about the results.
and i'm still hoping and praying that my parents come back late today.awwh shucks man.
english was satisfactory,though i'm not that happy or elated with my marks,oh wells.
lifescience,math,lit,english and what not tomorrow,i dont want them back anytime soon.
anyway,old photos:

MELODY!hahaha my super gay friend.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

kim just doesnt look kim here.

OMG,i found this photo of missyyyyBELICIAYONG that makde me laugh my shits out.

she looks just like an OLD AHMA.I'M VERY SORRY BELICIA(:

2006-10-14T19:21:00.000-07:00

i wont do a proper update on everything that has been happening now,cause i need to go for training.but anyway EXAMS ARE OVER.
it hasnt sunk in much yet,but yeah.i seriously cannot imagine that its over.i mean suddenly you have nothing to do at home besides watching tv and surfing the net.
plus i'm suffering from postexam sickness,ahahaha.
anyway i wanna thank a few people who've helped me through the whole stress period.
friends really help a lot.
belicia,MY LOVELY STUDY PARTNER.thanks for being that 'pusher' to encourage me to study more(:
enn,nicole,daniel,zactan for your encouragement.
sufern,davinia for praying for me,and listening to me!
ahah.and all the other people who were praying for me,and GOD!you were really with me throughout every single exam,its just so amazing.
results are coming back tomorrow,i'm getting the shivers hahah.

LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS STUDY PARTNER,(:

peaceout.

2006-09-07T04:02:00.000-07:00

THIS PROVES HOW UNWANTED BELICIA IS.
cheo says:
ARE YOU STAYING OVER AT HER HOUSE?
rach lets bet on the world to save us&) says:
nope
rach lets bet on the world to save us&) says:
DUHHH
rach lets bet on the world to save us&) says:
WHO WANNA STAY WITH A PERV/
cheo says:
YAH TRUE
cheo says:
SHE'S REATRDED!
rach lets bet on the world to save us&) says:
HAHAHAHH

cheo's gay smiles on her nick couldnt be seen so i edited her nick.

PROPER UPDATE LATER.

2006-09-05T03:54:00.000-07:00

STEVE IRWIN PASSED ON):
isnt it so sad.
now everyone has an obsession with msnturtles
anyway
i'm feeling stupid and irritated now cause i'm locked up in my house watching over my bro,
instead of
doing my jogging which i havent done yet this week.
which sucks cause i'm putting on weight.

and my maid went back to philipines yesterday cause her brother died.
she DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO CONTROL HER EMOTIONS PLEASE.
since the moment her brother died,she's been crying like shit.

anyway today was spent at joseph's house for a bit,then tuition.

I NEED TO GET MY ASS DOWN TO PROPER,SERIOUS HOLIDAY STUDYING

2006-09-03T19:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday.

went to aunty siaoeng's house for dinner.

GOSH HER HOUSE IS COOLIO BIGGG.

okay then there was a whole lot of us and the girls which was like me sam estelle kate went to watch tv for like a bit.they started watching gay shows i got bored.

so i went to the computer room place where the guys were doing stuff.i ATTEMPTED to study for like 15mins.

then me joseph barnabos and matthew played cards.played blackjack then we got bored so we decided to play with money.so matthew tried to go find monopoly money and when he didnt find any we made our own.gosh we were going high.i paid joseph '$2,000,000' to make my money for me.ahaha.then we tried to compare the perv/corruptedness of mg and acsi.

and stupid barnabos kept acting innocent and stuff.HE THINKS I'M DUMB THAT I CANT MULTITASK AND TALK/PLAY CARDS/BREATHE at the same time.gosh lah.he's practically dumbber than me by shit.

then i tried to teach them to watch ms swan.and they started calling ms swan.

they were trying to connect me with AHEM/BELICIA.who would wanna date belicia lah!

yeah then we were just talking or playing cards until like 1 or something.

CANTABILE

I think it was pretty skrewed if you compare it to last years one.

well.last year we seemed much more prepared and confident.like everyone said,it really seemed like another rehersal.just that we had an audience.

i wished we skrewed up less.i mean i tried to give my very very best.i hope the whole choir was giving their best though.i'm not very sure whether we were doing our best.

and the encore which the audience gave seemed forced.like they wanted to give us one, so as to make us feel accomplished in some way or another but like they felt we didnt exactly deserve it.

oh wells.lao shi didnt seem very proud of us too.so did mstham and mrtay.at least its over.

thank you everyone who came to support us.and for the flowers(:

qingling sonya rachel

enqi victoria qingling claire rachel
teacher's day

qing and en stayed over after cantabile.we were supposed to have crappy fun but we ended up baking for no reason until like 230 in the morning.but FUNNNN.hurrhur.

i tried hinting to my mom to let me skip school,it didnt work.so we took like 30mins to wake up and we were ALMOST late for school.well we were late but everyone was late so hah.
NO ACES DAY.i was so happy.me kim cheo en didnt dress up while our class did the theme retro.yeah and 2D DID WELLL(: for the performance!

OH MANN.and mr ong and mr seow came into the hall wearing our mg uniform.i was so shocked and laughing my head off.i dont have a picture of them,but i'll get one soon.my cam ran out of batter):mr ong looked wayy comfortable in it,mr seow looked constipated.ahahah.retarded

the guys

the girls

YANKA CASS and CLAIRE blocked !the dance

DANCE

rach en and patrick starr LOVE

2006-08-29T17:51:00.000-07:00

study partner.I'M GONNA BEAT YOU BIG TIME FOR EOYs.FOR SURE.(:

YOU MADE ME LOOK FAT IN THIS PICTURE BUT HEE(:

PW NOW.
I LOVEEEEEE HISTORY NOW.
HEEEEEH.TOPPING THE CLASS DEFINATELY ROCKS BIG TIME.
20/20(((((((((((:
OMG I'M DEFINATELY TURNING INTO A NERD BIG TIME.
but i dont exactly care now.
physics was cool too,though i think i could have done better.CAUSE MY STUDY PARTNER BEAT ME BY 1/2 A MARK.
BOOOOOO.

ANYWAY

ITS MARIKO'S BIRTHDAY TODAY.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIKO NG.SHE IS BEING A LOSER AND PRESENTING HER POWERPOINT WHICH IS MAKING ME YAWN.AND I SEE BELICIA BEING A WEIRD GIRL DOING SOME CRAZY ACTIONS/DANCE/THING.SHE'S PLAYING RIVERSI?WHATEVER THE NAME OF THAT GAME.

2006-08-25T21:34:00.000-07:00

NAT!

HAHAH I HAVENT BLOGGED FOR A REAL LONG TIME.
and i'm not intending to blog anymore until exams are over.i cant wait mann.
SHOPPING SPREE&&LOADDS OF FUN.
choir concert is like next week,i have mixed feelings about it.
i mean OF COURSE its gonna be good,but yeah.are we all actually giving our best?
i dont know mann.but at least it'll be over finally,then i can devote my time FULLY to eoys.
i'm starting to turn nerdy/geeky/insane BUT i think all my effort will pay off.at least i hope it will.please lah!if it doesnt pay off ill just die cause.its millions of wasted hours i spent then.
like me coming back everyday after school and resting for a bit,showering,dinner then hitting the books for three/four hours.its tiring you know.but at least i wont have to cram all the stupid crapp like two weeks before exams.
and it can be fun too(:
AHAHA.i just read becky's blog.
QUOTE
'Rachel Chiu & Abigail! - Haha. The best sit-in-front-of people!'
OF COURSE WE'RE THE BEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD BECKY.((:
darn i dont exactly fancy the way people call me.RAHSHU/RACHEL CHIU.
my mom says the RASHU name sounds like some indian guy's name or something.hurrhur.

cip on monday/tuesday!HAPPY TOILET.we're supposed to put everything up by then,but HELLO.my group hasnt done a thing.how responsible of us.at least i hope i get to clean toilets again with yanka&becky.FUNNN!the last time we did it was like during the cip preperation and when everyone was slacking.WE GET OUR HOURS FOR NOTHING.
then cause three of us were wondering around then people got dissed we werent doing anything and went to ask us to clean the damn toilets.but gosh,IT WAS GREAT FUNN.and can you believe,we were actually fighting over who could was what.ahahha.
this stupid happy toilet thing is annoyingly gay.why cant we just like go to old folk's homes like normal people do HUH?waste of time.

going to get court shoes now with en and do some shopping for pirate stuff,TEACHERS DAY THEME.and try find something for daniella and missbelicia.then church
tomorrow there's sailing COMPETITION and syc choir concert.

2006-08-17T17:19:00.000-07:00

CANTABILE
30TH AUGUST
CANTABILE: 12 BUCKS7.30PM, WEDNESDAY, 30 AUGUST 2006
ANGLOCHINESE SCHOOL (BARKER ROAD)
MRS. LEE CHOON GUAN CONCERT HALL
FREE SEATING.
PLEASE COME.its gonna be really good and i encourage everyone to go.
chij and east spring are gonna be singing so its gonna be a cool concert(:

honestly,when you compare us with ij when they sang.
they are so much more dedicated to their choir,compared to us.
they give their 100% at like everything they do in choir.and they are so disciplined.
i really feel.that everyone in choir should give more.or how are we gonna be good enough for hawaii next year?i mean even i know i'm not giving my very best yet.
and i want to.but there's so little motivation and energy in choir,its like everyone is just singing for the sake of singing and for the cca points.
we need a change.

sheesh lah.i have loads of stuff to blog about but i'm on a mugging diet.
and i WILL go on a hiatus soon
its six weeks to endofyears.

2006-08-15T18:13:00.000-07:00

its pw now.the outsideteacher is trying to correct our business proposal thing.
this week kinda seems like a bad week but yeah.
on sunday sailing was so gay.
we were waiting for coach to call us for briefing so some of us were playing soccer and rugby.
we were playing soccer for a bit.then it got a bit cause the guys practically had the ball for the whole time.
and it was like 5vs3.
and learn this.NEVER go against guys in soccer.
its stupid and dumb.
so we played rugby for like 3mins.cause its WRONG for guys to play with girls.its not even touch rugby lah.so you know.it looks really wrong.
oh and i discovered that jordan and denis are DOWNRIGHT pervs.
they found a con*** in the sea then they were like JASMINE YOU WANNA DO IT WITH THE SAIL.the boom.whatever.
and jordan told me to watch blindkungfumaster on youtube.gawsh its darn funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9ViE9SCr68
go watch it.its worth your four minutes.
i shall go pay attention now. and blog WHEN I'M FREE.its a real busy week.
replies to tags:
vicky>hahah cool!now i know two people who have the same birthday as me:D
enn>what you said was bimbo ALREADY LAH.hahah.
belicia>MISSY i was trying to bootlick you for SPONGBOB STICKERS(((((:PRETTTY PLEASE.
kim>THAT IS WHAT YOU THINK LAH.i'm STRAIGHT okayy.unlike belicia and you.so gayshit.plus i thought YOU WERE dating suyi.or was it belicia.ahahah.trust me,i wouldnt even date you if you were the last person on earth.and if i were crooked.
ethan>yao emo kid.you are so stupid(;
kas>hahahah.its really alright.all group members are supposed to HELP each other right?:D
hahha i'll get you A REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY BIG PRESENT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY.for being such a WONDERFUL(:group leader!
belicia AGAIN>duhhh!neither do i wanna date you okayy.you are so les.and even the teachers THINK YOU ARE.poof.you are only my nice friend((:

2006-08-14T01:42:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE!

01.belicia
02.cheo
03.en
04.qing
05.ethan
06.carmen
07.hannah
08.robyn
09.denis
10. alyssa
11. sufern
12.becky
13.shao
14.cassandra
15.MELODY
16. abigail
17.kath
18. merryn
19. kim
20.jordan

Questions:
1. How did you meet number 14?
school?she's in my class dude.
2. What would you do if you had never met Number 1?
i would probably die.no more study partner for me):
and there wouldnt be anyone to buy me nicee stickers and branded bread.AHAH.

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
i wouldnt be too suprised.they're pervs already,what else can they hide?(X

4. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
hahaha they dont even know each other.

5. Describe no.3
my dumbdumb girl.she thought today was tuesday.
and she REJECTED a ticket to planetshakers her bro wanted to give her.DUMB.

6. Do you think No.8 is attractive?
HELLYEAH(:

7. Tell me something about No.7
she went high during cell on saturday.VERY HIGH.

8. Do you know anything about no.12's family?
her dad's in pap.

9. What is no.18's favorite?
hurrhur.giving me bad luck during training races?everytime he's near me something bad happens to me.hahaha.

10. What would u do if 11 confesses tt he/she likes you?
she's my wonderful cell leader.she'll never do such a thing cause that would make her VERY WRONG with God.and then she wont be a good cell leader anymore):

11. What language does 15 speak?
english.oh besides english she speaks the I LOVE LEEHOM LANGUAGE.
i dont even know who leehom is haha.

12. Who is 9 going out with?
no one.maybe jordan soon yeahXD?

13. How old is 16 now?
my age!fourTEEN.(maybe she has a mindset of someone younger.HAHAH kidding)

14. When was the last time u talked to 13?
just a while ago.i haven't talked to her much like this year.
well,darn.I MISS PRIMARY SCHOOL DAYS.

15. Who's 2's favorite singer?
i dont know?she sings all sort of weird songs in class.
like the one-little-two-little indian song.haha(:

16. Would you date number 4?
PUURRLEASE NO.i do not support lesbianrelationships.ABSOLUTELY GROSS.

17. Would you date 7?
again,NOOOOO.

18. Is 15 single?
yeah i guess.

19. What's 10's last name?
how.yay she's coming to singapore on wednesday.
she's my cute lil' bimbo ex-neighbour who started going for manicures at 5.

20. Would you ever consider being in a r'ship with 19?
NO WAY.i'm a straight girl.

21. What schools does 3 go to?
mgs.and the i-hate-acting-bimbo-but-i-do-act-bimbo school too!

22. Where does 6 live?
toapayoh?or tanjong pagar.

23. What's your favorite thing about number 5?
he loves being stupid.it makes me laugh.
and he makes me feel sad and emo by telling me ): stuff.

damn this thing was so fun to do.

i shall blog later.hollan v is on now!((((((((((:

2006-08-11T19:06:00.000-07:00

RAHIMA'S OUT):

i dont actually think she deserves to be out.so does gayle.
VOTE WISELY SINGAPORE.
i hope jasmine gets kicked out next week.she's so fake and she doesnt deserves it at all.
jonathanleong seems to be getting hotter and hotter each week,i'm starting to like him
anyhow TWOHILL is still my favourite,though he doesnt sing the best.
enn said she saw jonleong yesterday like at clementiMRT.she SHOULD HAVE ASKED TO TAKE A PHOTO WITH HIM!.
ahh he's darnn hawt.
i'm down with a really bad sore throat and its killing me):
in the morning i woke up and i couldnt talk so if its really bad then ill give school a miss on monday.cause it really killing.maybe i talk to much for my own good(X
anyway i was really proud of myself yesterday cause i completed half of all the 24chapters of geog revision i plan to finish by the end of this month.
and i practised violin till my hands and fingers went all jelly.HEEEEH.
violin later,then church.i hope dad lets me go for service.

2006-08-09T23:23:00.000-07:00

i haven't blogger properly for a really long time.
well there's nothing much reeally going on in my life.since musical's over and i'm on a study diet.
but i''m going through a lot.well not exactly.
so there was fop.
i really should hae just skipped choir that day and went home to change out of my uniform.
cause i thought that daniella and all were just going in their uniforms,i mean since there's no time at all to go home bathe and change.unless you're some superhero.
so well.we were really late and in nicole's mom's car we were pretty stressed out that we wont make it in time.BUT WE DID(:
worship was good,though i didnt quite know the songs much.
i love the speaker's accent!hurrhur.but the way he accents on his words made it hard for me to understand what he was trying to say.and SOME really naughty people skipped the sermon cause they went for a toilet break.so there was only like me daniella and anthony?or was it brandon.
i left after the whole thing finished cause mom was waiting for me.the rest went for supper.

anyway.this was during the worship part.taken off misscheong'sblog.

OHH OHH DID I SAY I'M TAKING GRADESEVEN FOR VIOLIN NEXT YEAR?i cant wait!MANN.and i'm like skipping 7grades?its gonna be my first exam and its gonna be good(:yay.i heart mrswhite for allowing to take it next year.and i'm not doing abrsm,i'm doing trinity.LESS SCALES((((:GOSH i'm darn excited already.but i have to take STUPID piano grade5,my teacher's forcing me too.she thinks i can like actually DO grade5 and PASS.which is kinda crazy since i suck like shit at piano.and IF im really gonna do grade5,i'll just die of doing scales.i suck at them,especially the whatever harmonic and melodic ones.BOOOO):well ATLEAST i get to do violin!

why is it that sometimes or all the time you feel your parents are so biased and annoying?like you wanna tell them to just fcuk off your private life.
i mean.they should at least give you some PERSONALspace.what is the stupid purpose of giving me a my own room and not let me LOCK my own door.not like the child is gonna be reading porn inside the room anyway.and please.if the love younger children so much and hate the eldest so much,they should just tell the eldest to go find a girl'shome to stay in and fuck off.at least it'll save them loadds of trouble and money right.rather than to make that stupidchild suffer from extreme prejudice.i wished they knew what they were doing.
and if they think that the oldest child was born to be their maid,they should know better than to bloody give birth to that child.i mean just go hire a slave or something right.
they think they're ALWAYS right and NEVER wrong.gosh even God told them that no one in this entire world is perfect.so what makes them think they're oh-soperfect.its dissing.they go for all these spritual classes and say they're so grounded in the word of God.and what do they do to their kids?gosh.(not that i hate God or anything.i love him)but seriously.

and i wish the definition of sisters would be:siblings are people related to you by blood who treat you NICELY and respect your privacy at all times.they are also nice people who ASK FOR PERMISSION whenever they want to borrow something belonging to you or ask when the require some money.they do not take anything which belongs to you and assume it as their own.THEY LOVE YOU.
INSTEAD OF:siblings are people unfortunately related to you by blood but do not treat you NICELY AT ALL.and they NEVER respect your privacy and assume your belongings as THEIRS.they are also people who HELP THEMSELVES TO YOUR SAVINGS anytime they require the money or just whenever they want.THEY HATE YOU.
well never mind if they take your stuff.never mind that they dont return it.
it DOES MIND,when they take and dont return and constantly deny their 'good' deed.
if they want money.say so.do they need to take money out of your HARD-EARNED savings which was meant for shopping?!.
COME ON.

i had a good talk with afghy;as last night.
anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

i'm so sorry i'm not very patriotic,but i love you so much that if dad ever dares to force our family to migrate i'm sticking my butt here.even if it means i have to work to support myself.

last night we went over to uncle william's house to watch the fireworks.i wasn't exactly in the mood to go,but i went anyway.i dont know why people find fireworks so amazing.in p5 i still found them cool but i see them every year i get sick of it.
its back to school tomorrow and i dont feel like it.
i'm still in my depressive state.thanks to ethan it became worse.
and i think i put on 1kg these three days.i mean you should have seen me in tuition on tuesday i was stuffing myself with food rather than doing math.
and my mangoesupply is not ripe yet so i have to survive eating my pessimons(however you spell them)
LOVE.

-edit-
ALL THE BEST QINGALINGALING FOR YOUR PIANO EXAM TOMORROW(:

2006-08-06T20:07:00.001-07:00

UNGLAMESS MISS CHEONG!I COUDN'T RESIST THE TEMPTATION WHEN BELICIA SENT THIS TO ME.

dont worry we still love you(:

2006-08-01T01:59:00.000-07:00

DARN I'M TOO LAZY ALREADY TO UPLOAD ANYMORE.

I LOVE BELICIA SO MUCH CAUSE SHE IS ONE SEXY HOT BABE!(:

I THINK SHE IS THE COOLEST PERSON I EVER MET:DD

BELICIA! I THINK YOU ARE THE COOLEST PERSON I HAVE EVER MET& THE NICEST STUDY PARTNER ONE COULD EVER HAVE.

BELICIA ROCKED THIS PLACE[:

2006-07-31T23:10:00.000-07:00

ENN PATRICK(the jesus who doesnt know how to wear knee protectors!) RACH

some musical pictures from en's blog.i'm in school so yeah my pictures are at home.
ill upload later!

this is a letter to MYSELF.dont bother reading it cause its a wakeup call from me,to me.
RACHEL.
do you have ANY IDEA that streaming exams are in TWO MONTHS?
yes i mean TWO MONTHS.
and look at you.
what have you been up to lately?
PLAYING.
when was the last time you sat down and studied?
TWO MONTHS AGO.
what has happened to you HUH.
you've been very naughty.
going out when you're not supposed to
watching tv when you're supposed to be what?
STUDYING.
talking to people online/on the phone when you're supposed to be doing HOMEWORK.
i feel really embarrassed being beside you,DO YOU KNOW!/
please stop your immature behavior for goodness sake.
try being like rachel ng for once yeah,who completes her work EVERYDAY.
at least from now on,
FORCE YOURSELF TO STUDY for at least 3hours everyday.
the musical is OVER,so you HAVE THE TIME.
you cant use it as an excuse anymore.
i know you miss it ALOT,but its about time you moved on and face the facts that exams are around the corner.
get your ass working.
i know you wanna do really well in the exams
BUT YOU CANT DO WELL WITHOUT PUTTING IN ANY EFFORT.
come on mann.

BUHBYE.

2006-07-30T01:55:00.000-07:00

MUSICAL IS OVER):
i'm really gonna miss being in such an amazing production.
i'm gonna miss the late night rehersals,the long note sessions where i would doodle instead of paying attention,the friendships made,the pleasures shared,the fun we had,EVERYTHING.
it's been such a wonderful experience i now i wished i had treasured all the rehersals a lot more than i did.i wished i had given my BEST in every rehersal.which i didn't.
BOO.why must the musical end.
now i'll probably go to school on monday and like think there are night rehersals when there isnt anymore):
i dont feel like writing anything more.
its gonna make me cry.
pictures in another day

2006-07-25T05:34:00.000-07:00

musical's in like two days time!i'm kinda excited.
especially after seeing how cool it is to act in front of a real audience.instead of the imaginary audiences that we've rehearsed with forever.
anyway,HAPPY BIRTHDAY MGS.
i love you so much!though occasionally i hate you,cause of the stupid teachers you hire.
but i will always love you!haha sounds so cheeeesy.

anyway.since i've decided to break off from a stupid diet i've been eating so much its hard to imagine.how much my stomach can take in.
and i've been eating loads of sugar,fats and super unhealthy stuff.haha.
like on monday.after recess i felt hungry again like after what,half an hour?
and min came in to class with these delifrance stuff her friend gave her and they were some kind of bread/cake thing i ate all four pieces up.then i had marikong's tamtam too.which is overloaded with msg.OOPS.
i just had to cure that hunger in me.and after dinner everyday i've been having a daily dose of 1whole mango to myself.and its not the small version.its the super large type!and its amazing how after i finish the mango i dont feel full at all.heh.
anyway i was feeling so depressed yesterday,i have no idea why.
i was like forcing myself to listen to rascall flatts what hurts the most over and over again.
and i one hour i had listen to it like 8times.
then i told belicia then she was like ARE YOU ALRIGHT YOU SOUND SO SAD.
then i talked to some people.and i watched tv.then i felt better.
shit i'm having cramps.
BYEBYE.it hurts bad now.
btw maggie and me is absolutely retarded.

2006-07-23T20:19:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY WAS THE COOLEST EVER REHERSAL OF MUSICAL.
I SWEAR IT WAS.
and for the first time,i actually felt that everyone performing in it was like together.
i dont know how to explain it its just so cool.
you could feel everyone was giving their 200% effort.
and during golgatha,everyone's emotions came out and it was so moving the audience FELT something.yay.and when jesus disappeared,everyone was like JESUS JESUS.when the normal reactions would just be like one person screaming.mariko or meizhi.but yesterday it was like EVERYONE.even the super non-emotional cheo was glared at qing when she said the mean stuff.
and finale!oh my.for the FIRST TIME IN DONKEY CHOIR HISTORY,everyone was actually SMILING when we sang.HOW COOL CAN THAT BE.its in such veryvery rare times like these that people who never smile SMILED.i mean,you can't help but smile,looking at the audience which are like clapping and cheering for you.
the adreline rush that goes down your back and when you feel you've finally accomplished something after more than a thousand hours or rehersals,practice,sweat,tears.
like everything's come together.and you feel REALLY PROUD OF YOURSELF.
its a moment which is really hard to describe.and you feel so proud to be part of an amazing musical which will go down in MG history.ahaha.how cool can that be.
and for the people which i told earlier that the musical wasnt exactly very worth your 40bucks.ITS WORTH EVERY SINGLE CENT.even if you're made to stand up for like the whole show.
i'm so proud of it.yeah and too bad if you didnt get your tickets.BOO TO YOU.you're missing out on a whole lot of fun.

anyway we're in school i have to go soon.recess ends in 2 mins.but hahah.I LOVE MG.we're having slack days this whole week.CELEBRATE MGS!i wished they had something like that EVERYYEAR.then we get like 2weeks of FULLSLACK while people in other schools are sitting through the same old boring lessons.
i shall update on sentosa combined cell outing SOON.when i have the time after musical,probably.
LOVE.

2006-07-20T19:59:00.000-07:00

2006-07-20T02:18:00.000-07:00

i realised i haven't blogged.so yeah.

on tuesday school was quite slack.there was founders day full dress rehersal for the whole school and yeah.diane was telling me about all those scandalousness in sec4!ahh so scary mann.

until like half an hour before recess it finished so we had pe for a while.i cant remember what happened after recess.

i decided later to NOT go for tuition which is such a wonderful idea.stayed back to do the class board.this is like the THIRD time we're doing it lah.pandian doesnt give a damn anyway.

ITS PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY.LOOK FOR YOURSELF OKAY.

ME&BELICIA.oh man i love the board so much.it has so much CLASSSyness.
we were taking pictures in the toilet during art on monday.

mr ong didn't even realise that we were in the the toilet for like 15mins.DUMB!

I'M GLAD SHITTS THAT BRACES IS DOING MAKE UP FOR MUSICAL.HAHAHA

5 more days says:
ahhh,
5 more days says:
ANYWAY
!RAHSHU♥ I DONT LIKE GREEDY POKS. BELICIA IS A GREEDY POK says:
yeah?
5 more days says:
IM DOING MAKEUP FOR MUSICAL
5 more days says:

!RAHSHU♥ I DONT LIKE GREEDY POKS. BELICIA IS A GREEDY POK says:
YAY!
5 more days says:
haha
!RAHSHU♥ I DONT LIKE GREEDY POKS. BELICIA IS A GREEDY POK says:
YOU DO FOR ME
5 more days says:
which means i get to screw up your face!
5 more days says:
LALAALALAL
!RAHSHU♥ I DONT LIKE GREEDY POKS. BELICIA IS A GREEDY POK says:
haha NOPE YOU DONT
5 more days says:
HAhahaha
5 more days says:
i wont pass you the mirror.
5 more days says:
yeah man you die.
5 more days says:
>.< !RAHSHU♥ I DONT LIKE GREEDY POKS. BELICIA IS A GREEDY POK says: haha ILL make sure i look pretty

okay yeah.and we WERE supposed to start a trend of red&white braces.BUT THANKS TO STUPID DENTIST OF MINE,i can't get any colour for my braces now.and theres a new bracket and new thing which makes my ALREADY GROSS teeth worse than it already is.DANG IT.went to change the colours on tuesday.drchua actually wanted to put something more in but i said it was too painful.hah.it was so dumb cause i was holding the top of my mouth up for like half an hour walking around the room and trying to do the lit character analysis.i called mom and she wasnt working at the clinic so she couldnt fetch me.boo.so i had to go home myself.on the way i saw ianng.and i bought my dear eightdays like i do everyweek.

ANYWAY MUSICAL IS LIKE IN A WEEK.GOSH ITS SO CLOSE,BUT SO MANY THINGS ARE NOT DONE YET.and trial audience is this sun.TRIAL AUDIENCE.those words make me feel so embarrassed.BELICIA YOU KNOW WHY.HAHAHHAHA.I PROMISE ILL KEEP MY PROMISE OKAY.so yeah.if you're coming for the musical,DO NOT LAUGH NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS AT THE MUSICAL.PROMISE ME THAT.i feel so dumb and humiliated wearing that THING.nobody needs to know what it is.well yeah.

BELICIA SENT ME A SONG ON TUESDAY.ITS FULL WITH SO MUCH MEANING.I LOVE IT BUT IT MAKES ME CRY.and like i was listening to it for the first time i was crying so much.WHAT HURTS THE MOST-RASCAL FLATTS.I HEART IT.you know it makes you feel a whole lot better when you're feeling emo and stuff.its a gooddd song.go listen to it.i can't post the lyrics here cause me&belicia gonna do something with the song.

LAO SHI IS OFFICIALLY DRIVING ME NUTTS.when i wanna go pee she says no.when i wanna read a mag when i'm done with the stupid chinese work she gives us she says no.when i wanna talk a LITTLE to abigail and becky she says no and she SHOUTS AT ME.she insults me from head to toe.she doesn't bother to mark my work at times.she MAKES A WHOLE BIG FUSS ABOUT ME FAILING A CHINESE TEST.SO WHAT IF I SUCK AT CHINESE RIGHT?she gossips ab0ut ME to other classes instead of TEACHING THEM.OH MANN IF SHE WANTS TO GOSSIP JUST GO JOIN THE FUGGING GOSSIP CLUB.THEY'LL GLADY WELCOME HER.actually no.they'll just get freaked out by her horrible face and just run away.I WISH SHE WOULD JUST GIVE ME A BLODDY FAIR CHANCE AT STUDYING AND STUFF.you know its very annoying.VERY ANNOYING.sorry my anger is just building up.i try to forgive her and stuff,but the next day she comes and scold me and call me stupid and all those annoying things.I'M A VERY VERY BUSY GIRL TRYING TO DO HER BEST IN CHINESE.OKAY.

SALLY IS COOL!omg it was superduper funny.during english i dont know who came up with the idea of sally,but it really was retarded.we were like MRSEOW,SALLY'S STANDING NEXT TO YOU.and like yanka suddenly said SALLY STOP STRIPPING!hahahha.then the whole class would just break up in laughter.yeah the class was so HIGGHH.the whole lesson was pretty much nothing BUT SLACK.seriously.hahah.WE ALL HERAT SALLY.

cell outing's in two days!it just happened to be such a coincidence that the other cell was going there too so we're having combined games.anyway i came home early today.THE JOY OF FREE TIME MANNN!i was sleeping and sleeping and then i decided to blog.after this i'm gonna catch up on more beauty sleep then i'll study or something.i haven't touched my books for a very long time.

LOVE

2006-07-17T01:03:00.000-07:00

I AM SO FREAKED OUT.
you don't wanna know why.well belicia and dad knows why but yeah.you wanna know go ask them.
anyway,the weekends were less tiring and hectic than i expected it to be.
SATURDAY
i overslept in the morning,woke up at like almost 11.so i couldnt go for the 11.15 tuition cause i needed to finish my tuition homework.which meant that tuition would be more boring than it already is.since nobody is there that i know.
so i went for tuition and there were NO GIRLS.my gosh.how bad can tuition get?not that i hate guys or anything.the guys in my tuition are like MUTE.nobody talks.and joan went for the earlier tuition so i couldnt talk to her.dang it.
she and andrea were half laughing at me from outside.who cares lah i was being a good girl and doing all my work.just that the aircon was freezing my eyes,i was practically frozen to ice.
went for cell after that.i had to do hospitality with hannah and some other people.mann the way we make the milo/drinks just kinda grosses me out.you dont need to know why.
service was cool,the sarah person from berkley spoke.SHE IS SO COOL.when it comes to memorising verses especially.
dad fetched me and went home after that.
SUNDAY
stayed home in the morning to study.
IM A GOOD GIRL HELL YEAH.
had lunch,dad sent me to the club.the wind was good and the sun was shining a lil'.
DENIS IM SO GONNA KILL YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID.
you dumb stupid person.you know how freaked out i become when someone knocks into my boat.THANKS A LOT.anyway you're gonna pay for the compensations/repairs.hah you loser.
anyway you realised how pissed i was later so thats good.IT MADE YOU FEEL BAD.and then you guys come and try say sorry!I TELL YOU I WAS LAUGHING MY HEART OUT INSIDE.
it was funny.

school today was quite slack.we had our geog presentation which was quite sucky but we got over it FINALLY.i'm happy mann.and we stayed back after school to paint the board.ITS PREEETTY PREETY PRETTTTTTY.i shall put a picture up when belicia sends me one.
MANN I HEART IT SO MUCH.
I HEART PAUL TWOHILL TOO.SO DOES KIM AND SUYI.

2006-07-11T18:00:00.000-07:00

i hate him to shitts. HE IS SUCH A MEANIE/LOSER/IDIOT/CHEATER/MONEY-FACED PERSON.AHH.
anyway im in school i need to go(:
-edit-
WE FINALLY HAD OUR HISTORY TEST TODAY.
and it sucked big time.the teachers are REALLY GENEROUS with the amount of time they give us to complete a super long history test.35 MINS FOR A SOURCE BASED HISTORY TEST IS INSANE.HOW DO YOU EXPECT YOURSELF TO FINISH IT IN SUCH A SHORT TIME?pfft,its annoying.
1.source based questions require A LOT OF THINKING
2.source based questions are NATURALLY HARDER TO DO THAN NORMAL ONES
3.you HAVE TO write a lot for these type of questions
THE TEACHERS ARE DUMBDUMBDUMB.like seriously.
EVERYONE either didn't complete a question/didnt do a question/didnt write enough for a question/dont know how to answer a question.
and they think we're super women and can write like the speed of lightning.PLEASE LAH.

on a lighter note,i enjoyed home econs today.it was computer lab period(:and mrs yew told us we're making APPLE CRUMBLE NEXT WEEK!yay to that.and NO MORE TESTS FOR A WHILE.cause of all the CELEBRATE MGS!stuff.

musical rehersals tomorrow,3 IN THE AFTERNOON TO 10 AT NIGHT.at least we dont have tests for the next few weeks:D.but still,its gonna be tiring.i have huge black rings around my eyes now and its veryvery annoying.oh wells.I NEED TO GO FOR A FACIAL.which reminds me of my mudmask which i havent done in 2weeks.i shall go do that now.
CIAO!

2006-07-11T01:49:00.000-07:00

THIS IS SO RETARDEDLY FUNNY.
I WAS STILL LAUGHING AT IT AFTER THE 4TH TIME WATCHING IT.

there's the whole story on youtube.super super funny.the chinese girl is so DUMB.
anyway i've been preettty busy with everything.i feel like i'm gonna blow my top with the whole musical thing.its driving me nuts now,that even my studies have to be sacrificied.I FAILED MATH.YEAH.
because the day before it was musical and when i got home i studied for history test which was supposed to be the next day then i had no more energy left to study math.
which kinda sucks.i mean the musical IS fun and all,but yeah i don't think they think that we're robots right?hello i'm not even in the main cast.we all need to study,play,have a SANE social life like everyone and stuff.even now i'm like cancelling everything in my WHOLE schedule for this month just because of musical.even now i'm starting to actually MISS TUITION.in school you're so drained from the past night rehersals you sleep in class so that's not good too.I WISH THE TEACHERS WOULD KNOW HOW TO UNDERSTAND.but its just too bad they don't.and with the amount of effort all of us are putting in,every rehersal we're scolded for NOT DOING ENOUGH THIS,DOING THIS WRONG,THAT WRONG.its annoying at times.but i guess its all part and parcel of life.and as shern,mrs soo said.you'll come out of this a strong person.but i'm starting to feel that's not very true.and if i'm not wrong we've been practising for the three nights 27,28,29 of july for more than A THOUSAND HOURS.i'm serious.
i'm just really really stressed about a whole lot of stuff.i broke down in school today and stuff,and i let A LOT of stuff out i felt better after that.belicia's comforting didn't exactly help though.haha thanks anyway.you made me laugh(:
and i appreciate time VERY MUCH now.i love free time so much.

i'm so sorry its been such an emo,self-centered post.

2006-07-09T23:30:00.000-07:00

i shall update soon about school&stuff.but now.

ITALY

FOR

THE

WORLD

CUP

they deserved it to shitts.

YANKA IS IN LOVE WITH FABIO CANNAVARO

OMG DON'T YOU THINK THE WORLD CUP IS BEAUTIFUL.

I WISHED I OWNED ONE

:D TEEHEE

then again.it was such a pity that ZIDANE got sent off.

what he did was absolutely immature

SEE HIS FANS ARE CRYING FOR HIM.I FELT LIKE CRYING FOR HIM TOO.

BUT OH WELLS.

THE MATCH WAS SO BLOODY FUN TO WATCH.we didn't have any conference of such but i was smsing away the whole game.until my phone stopped working for A MIN.i had to give belicia her live update every 5MINS(how nice can i get) and was talking to shao&ethan.
I'M HAPPY ITALY WON.

quote enn "BELICIA HAS A SUDDEN INTEREST IN SOCCER". of all things.

okay there's musical today until 10.its amazing how i'm not tired after a whole day out yesterday and sleeping only three/two hours:D

i guess its thanks to dad for his SUPER STRONG COFFEE WHICH WAS NICE(:

i shall post pics of my grandpa's 80TH BIRTHDAY soon.byebye

2006-07-06T01:30:00.000-07:00

ITALY ITALY I'M BETTING ON YOU.

sec 2 camp photos:

what an unglam shot of qing.this was in the rafting thing where we had to build a raft.

qing'sgroup's raft SANK!hah.and ours was like floating above water 10cm(:

thanks to me&lianne.okay maybe not lah.

we were doing the chickendance for this girl who had cramps.

i'm in the centre.

okay the no man'sland 0ne/two.i can't remember but anyhow i enjoyed it:D
the farmer thing where you can only bring across certain things at a time.I WAS THE FARMER

we look so unglam/bored dead here.haha funny pic.lianne michelle joan rachel za

eveleen.WE DREW STUFF ON HER FACE WITH A MARKER.

other class party photos

i FINALLY HAVE A SORT OF FREE DAY TODAY.gosh you don't know how much it means to me.i'm still super stressed with school and everything.there's like a hundred and one things on my mind at one time.EVEN WHEN I SLEEP.yeah.at least we finished presenting the dracula thing and that's A LOAD OFF MY BACK.well not really.we actually skrewed it up a whole lot.but who cares right.and life science's is over.like finally.i was so super scared that i would just like go blank when missyeo gives the test to us.at least i remembered most of the stuff.MATH OH MATH.i dont wanna talk about it anymore,its too depressing.i did the test in tenmins.OH DUHH I DIDNT UNDERSTAND A THING THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT.so yeah i hope i can at least get a mark.then there's history.mrs pandian's pissing me off by making us study and then telling us the test is changed to another day.so now its on monday which just sucks to shittts.and if she dares to tell us on monday that its cancelled again i would just BLOW MY HEAD OFF.CAUSE SHE JUST SPOILED MY CHANCE OF SKIPPING SCHOOL ON MONDAY.AND NOW ON SUNDAY I HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT STUDYING INSTEAD OF CONCENTRATING ON THE WORLD CUP.damnshits.haha anyway.i think we're gonna be having a big conference call on monday morning.we all call vicky or something.
twenty mins before the game starts and like try to wake up.then its conference while the game is going on.or if we(suyi yanka vicky me somepeople) don't have it then ill at least have it with yanka.

FOOTBALL CHEERS ME UP MANN.

2006-07-05T04:26:00.000-07:00

CLASS PARTY

SHARON&JOSHUA'S WEDDING

there are more,another day when i have more time.everything everywhere is stressing me out you can even see how huge my eyebags are.its just depressing.thinking and getting so pissed over everything.musical,school,tests,choir,projects,MATHhomework,tuition,piano,violin,your family,HIM.

and i wished mom would stop making it worse for me.

2006-07-02T20:28:00.000-07:00

FUGGING GERMANY,FRANCE.
I HATE YOU GUYS TO SHITTS.
HOW CAN.BRAZIL GET KICKED OUT AT THE QUARTER FINAL STAGE.
AND HOW CAN ARGENTINA LOOSE.
ITS TOTALLY NO POINT WATCHING THE WORLD CUP NOW,SINCE MY FAVOURITES ARE OUT.
THE SEMI-FINALISTS DONT EVEN DESERVE THEIR PLACES THERE.
well portugal does.
SO WE ASK.what is wrong with this year's world cup.
okay erm i'm at suyi's house now.they're all downstairs watching this scary scary show.i dont know the name of it.
i cant take scary shows.i'll get really bad nightmares at night, which sucks to shitts.
so yea, i'm up here using the com.
yesterday was training,then class party.
yay we're sailing to seletar next week!supersupersuper fun.
yeah the wind was uber good today.until i bumped my head.
i was talking to denis about stuff while we were sailing then i didnt realise that the boom was coming at me.so it was like BANG.and it hurts.the bump is like a size of a fifty cent coin mann,hurts.after that i was so scared i would hit myself again i looked at the boom every 2seconds.
erm then i rushed for class party.i didnt bathe since we were gonna swim so i felt all sticky with the salt water on me.okay so we swam until like 9 or later.we were playing some retarded thing which was totally .yeah and everyone was spitting at each other and stuff.funnaye.a lot of people left and some stayed over.me enn belicia daniella vicky abigail cheo claire becky.i think.
stupid abigail and cheo were telling super lame jokes you could almost die.
WHAT DID I SAY TO J?
hey!you grew a tail!
we were planning to wake up early at 6.30 but we ended up waking up at like 8.30.well we did set our alarms but we slept again.

sharon's wedding was on sat,it was wayy cool.she looked so pretty!mann.her wedding photos were so nice and cool.espeacially the one where she wears this pink gown and the wind like blows it into this cool thing.our cell was so cool.joshua's cell which was supposed to usher wasnt colour coordinated.while our cell was.yeah.we didn't get to see the whole wedding cause like we were on duty.
yeah so after that i was like supposed to go to town with sufern and stuff.it ended up being a whole lot of us but then the guys went to someone's house.so me sufern jonchua and isabelle went to town.
then i went home later to study.
i shall post pictures when i get home.
SHALALA.

i'm veryvery confused.over you.

2006-06-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

YOYOYO.BRAZIL 3-0 GHANA.i LOVELOVELOVELOVE BRAZIL.
KAKA!RONALDO!CAFU!ROBERTO.
LOVE THEM ALL.
yeah I WAS SO FREAKING HAPPY DAD LET ME WATCH FOOTBALL LAST NIGHT.he wanted to watch, anyway.brazil played well yesterday.so did ghana.but it was so duhh brazil would win.I LOVE EM ALL.ESPEACIALLY KAKA.HOTTIE :D .
GUESS WHAT.
WE MIGHT BE GOING TO HAWAII NEXT YEAR, DURING SCHOOL TIME
THE CHOIR,THAT IS.
OMG THAT TOTALLY RAWKS.the last time i went there was like in p5 and it RAWKED MY WORLD UPSIDE DOWN.i mean,hawaii is like absolutely cool.i loved WAIKIKI.and i was there for three weeks.
visiting a REAL ERUPTING VOLCANO,
STEPPING ON LARVA(dried hahaha),
GOING ON THIS CRUISE TO WATCH DOLPHINS,
FISHING OUTSIDE OUR APARTMENT IN BIG ISLAND,
SHOPPING,
SURFING AT THE UBER COOL BEACH,
SNORKELING AT THE PLACE WHERE YOU CAN SEE FISH WHEN YOU'RE KNEE DEEP.
and the retarded things i would do with matthew and samatha, and cute little RAFRAM.i cant spell his name.they went with us to hawaii cause yeah we were close LAST TIME.
omg i miss hawaii SO MUCH.that was such a long time ago anyway.
the food, the people, the sights, the hotel rooms, the places,EVERYTHING.
IF WE GO.i hope they let us like have a free day.
i would start of with cool breakfast, then go for some morning walk, then to a beach place to snorkel, then to another beach to surf and play, then to another beach to tann.and a cool hawaiien dinner.ahh!then night shopping.though they didnt have much shopping then.only like body glove and stuff.
so if we're going anyway, for some festival thing,IT WOULD BE UBERUBERUBERUERUBER COOL.
AHHHH.imagine what crazy stuff we can do there.
so now its MOTIVATION for me and qing to behave in choir.hahahhaha(:
we did voting today during elections for new comm.i'm happy with the comm(expect for something) but i'm proud of nana the most.i think she really really deserved it.

there's no football match tonight so that's depressing.why doesn't anyone watch football.people like BELICIA.teehee.and yeah we have a
CHINESE BOOK TEST TOMORROW.
my lao shi read me the 4chapters of the book once, but i totally forgot all about the whole plot and all.well i know its about a girl who turns into an angel?!HOW GAY.

sharon's wedding this sat, i havent got shoes yet.
meryl joan lee pulled out from the idol.

2006-06-26T00:54:00.000-07:00

BELICIA THINKS SHE IS OH-SO COOL.THAT SHE IS WORTH INFINITY.HURRHUR.

ME:D
me&belicia(: THERE'S THIS OTHER GAY PHOTO WHICH IS SO RA.SO IT IS NOT BLOG WORTHY.

SHOOT ME.

I CAN'T WATCH FOOTBALL DURING THE WEEK.WHICH MEANS MY LIFE WILL BE SUPER BORING.WHICH SUCKS CAUSE I LOVE FOOTBALL.though i don't know how to play it.hahahah.
i cant wait for friday night,cause then i can watch football.DARNDARDARNDARN.

doesn't anyone understand how important fotball is?.hmph.

so anyway school today was okay.maths seemed so long cause mrs chen was so boring as usual.and AS USUAL SHE MADE US STAY BACK WHEN IT WAS RECESS.then at the end when she finally let us off she was like,WAS THAT THE BELL?WAH LAO.so irritating/

english was okay.we have a new gay teacher he is such a nagger.MR MELVIN SEOW.and his actions are gay but whatever.so we have to do this drama on dracula.my group:D :me belicia joy enn yanka becky za.so yeah.i'm the kuku judge,yanka's the defending lawyer,joy's the prosecuting lawyer, belicia enn the biased jury and za is the i dont know what.

becky came to school with 2brushese.she's retardedly funny.so yeah a lot of people were having pink brushes on their table.haha okay.musical prac tonight 6-10pm.darn.i got loads of stuff to do.

LOVE.

2006-06-25T01:22:00.000-07:00

erm i had five caps/whatever on my head at joy's house

okay so the past few days have been pretty .but anyway went to joy's house to do project on thurssday?yeah.we ended up doing nothing i think.well minfeng was editing the powerpoint.but we were watching TOTALLY SPIES.coolcoolcoolcoolgayfunnyshit show.belicia likes sam.okay so we watched some cool cheena drama shows too.and we lazed around and i tanned a bit beside joy's pool with belicia.
i skipped competition today,naughty me.i'm gonna tell coach that i was sick or something.anyway it's just a small club competition so it shouldn't really matter much.heeh.
well i'm feeling really crappy.schools starting tomorrow,i'm pretty excited but we have two projects which are wreked up.so that sucks.and i DO NOT want to do the idiotic lit assignment even though its for a teacher who actually LIKES me.anyway.going to grandma's house for dinner tonight,she's cooking vietnam PHO(noodles).that sure brightens up myday:D

BYEBYE.

I STILL HATE YOU,YOU'RE SUCH A FREAK IDIOT.don't ever think that i'll forgive you.

2006-06-20T01:37:00.000-07:00

KAKA'S A COOL COOL COOL DUDE MANNS!
NOT TO MENTION,HE'S UBER CUTE.hahah.though he didnt play very well in their match on monday.but ronaldo played worse.i was super unimpressed.but who cares,they won.
sheesh the matches yesterday were super boring.the 12am match ukarine(XD.how do you spell it.)was okay though.

anyway.went for church on sunday,this guy from another singaporean church was speaking about money and how to be rich.i HAD a feeling that he was a moneyface guy.hurr.i guess not now,but i don't like the way he speaks.very fake-perfect.anyhow,it was a good message.
after that we went home for a while to get my sailing stuff, then went for lunch at the hongkong restaurant since everyone loves the food there.
saw one of my friends from kindergarten there,mom spotted them cause she knew the mom last time.i think her name was henny or something.her mom designed my graduation gown in kindergaten and it was supernice.

well. the ekung(grandpa) told me that uncle loke was in shanghai this weekend.and that he was giving a talk on IP films(how to protect movies from being unauthorisedly replicated) and that nicole kidman was gonna be there.I WAS ABOUT TO FLIP.ITS SUPER UNFAIR.HOW CAN HE GET TO TALK AND MEET NICOLE KIDMAN IN PERSON HUH!?/(*&^%.not that i like nicole kidman very much but its uber cool!then he smsed my mom an hour later and said "ANG LEE is here too".i was gonna die even more.i mean ang lee is that super awesome director who directed that gay movie.

but i guess life is always unfair.after lunch mom dropped me at the club,went for sailing after like three weeks.well one week the squad was up in thailand for inter-club races for 8days.its NOT FAIR I SHOULD HAVE WENT.but then there were musical rehersals everyday and so.
we were like heading out to the sea when it started raining supersuper strong.it was amazing how it could not have been cat1(sailing signal to alert sailors to come back).then yeah.the wind became irregular and VERY VEYR STRONG.i was freaking out lah.when it was finally cat1,we sailed back.waited for cat1 to be over at 4,but then there was no wind(duhh) so we just unrigged,debrief and stuff.
and i saw ROSITA.she said she's gonna be an instructor at our club so i'll see her every week?haha.

i need to stop falling asleep everytime i read the chinese gay pink weird book.but its a very tough thing to do,since the book is so 'interesting'.

2006-06-17T05:16:00.000-07:00

YEAHYEAHYEAH GO ARGENTINA.
6-0 IS JUST ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.
i was seriously going CRAZY over them.AND MESSI IS SUCH A COOOL DUDE.he got argentina two goals in the second half!AHH i still wanna watch the match again.seriously, the way the played was like super uber good:D
i don't really like them but if they play this good every round, they'll definately make it to the semis or finals:D yay!
ONE GOAL EVERY FIFTEEN MINUTES IS SO COOL.
i bet that goalkeeper was so confused he didnt even know where the ball was going.

tuition today was funny.amedea came today and me and joan were calling her the bimbo.
anyway.the SEOW was teaching us that pytagoras theorum thing i don't know how to spell it.she's really erm funny in a very weird way.me joan and amedea THOUGHT we were learning math.then it went from a math lesson to a HISTORY to a GEOGRAPY to a ART to a SCIENCE to a PHILOSOPHY lesson.it was so retarded i swear i was laughing my head off.
even the other people in the lesson who weren't learning the pytagoras thing were listening to whatever crap SEOW was telling us.and i didn't understand a thing she was saying until we started doing the worksheets.

the repeat of singapore idol is on tv now and its depressing me more and more.of course, PAUL TWOHILL AND GAYLE ARE AN EXCEPTION.i mean, all of them can't even sing AT ALL.i mean, you take them all to the auditions for american idol.see if they can even pass the first round or not.practically all of them would just fail the first round.it goes to show how little talent singapore has.BOO.

2006-06-15T19:37:00.000-07:00

I'M UBER PROUD OF MYSELF.
its amazing how i had the discipline to complete assignments.
here's what i think i have left:
1.geog worksheets
2.math mock paper 2
3.lit assignment
4.geography project
(WE NEED TO MEET UP LIKE VERY SOON OR WE'LL DIE)
5.chinese project
so yay.i COULD HAVE done my lit and geog earlier, but i left all my stuff in school and i'm too lazy to go to school to get them.well dad said he would send me today,but he's out with his old friend with a weird nickname FROG.
so i either go myself today which most probably will not happen due to the amazing me.
i've even stopped doing my morning/evening jogs for two days.haha.
i guess i was born to be a lazy ass.i told mom the other day to put me on a super nice beach with soft sand and clear and gentle waves and i'll be able to survive for as long as she wants me there.oh yeah,if she really did that,i would hire a butler for the day to get me food and stuff whenever i need something.and when i'm on that beach,i won't think of ANYTHING.i wont.
haha that would be so cool!.but its just a stupid dream of mine.

I'M SO PROUD OF ECUADOR.they played super super super super super well last night.and gosh,that last goal at added time probably rocked the stadium to SHITS.i wished i was there.i mean that goal was like PERFECT.that cross whatever thing was SUPERSUPERDEEEDUPER!hahahaha.but coasta rica played so lousy.
compared to ecuador:D
england's becoming less impressive than they were before.haha i don't really care about them but i still like them(:or do i like them because of beckham.haha he's hot!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE ARGENTINA MATCH TONIGHT.i hope its gonna be exciting.a goal in the first five mins would be cool:D

on tuesday drchua did something weird to my teeth.she used this wire thing to bind up the left side of my teeth.so that the teeth wouldn't move.but so now,it looks really funny cause the left side's plain while the right side's like red.if she told me before i chose the colour of the band things then i would have chose transparent.stupidstupid.now i look like a freak when i smile.
kim told me she's getting braces.COOL(:
imma watch tv now,CIAO.

2006-06-12T19:41:00.000-07:00

i was you-tubing and watching the singapore idol stuff.
love PAUL TWOHILL

RAHIMA RAHIM

JASMINE TYE.i've realised that she's kinda good

YOU-TUBING IS UBER UBER UBER FUN!
went for super early breakfast with ethan.zac came later to meet us.cause ethan and him were going for some crappy thing.
dental later,then i'll decide if i wanna go for tuition.
i HAVE NOT completed any of the holiday assignments.and i'm so dead.but its not fair cause i had two weeks less than other people.cause of musical and choir practice,rehersals.the LONG LIST which i intend to try and finish by this week?!
1.2 geog newspaper reviews
2.geog worksheets(i don't even know what pages we need to do:S)
3.chinese zhou zi on camp
4.read the WHOLE crappy chinese story thing
5.chinese group project
6.math mock papers 1&2
7.heymath reading assignments
8.lit to kill a mocking bird essay thing
9.geog project
and more stuff but i can't remember.

2006-06-11T21:00:00.000-07:00

i finally found a large enough picture of SHE'S THE MAN.I WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN.go watch it.its retardedly funnaye to shits.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR BRAZIL TO PLAY AGAINST CROATIA.I LOVE THEM

and RACHEL LOVES HER CHURCH A LOT A LOT A LOT<3

2006-06-09T19:27:00.000-07:00

HELLO(:i'm finally allowed to use the com,since i'm feeling MUCH BETTER.
being sick just sucks to the core but yeah.you just eat,sleep,take your medicine and watch tv.i still have my very sore throat and cough to deal with(:
okay singapore idol depressed me this week.
i'm glad that rahimah rahim got in,

but why didn't gayle nerva get that chance?):

i mean i know she missed the starting of the song and all,but it wasn't her fault.i guess it was between jasmine and her.i hope she gets in during the wild card round.

i missed choir both on thursday and friday since mom told me that she won't allow me to go.cause i was very sick and drousy all day.and the medicine mom gave me like the anti-histamine(?!) made me very tired the whole day.

but its amazing,I HAD A HUMONGOUS APPETITE.like for dinner on thursday i had THREE PIZZA PIECES, A WHOLE PLATE OF VEGG, HALF A BIG FISH, 5PIECES OF PINEAPPLE, RICE, 1SCOOP OF ICE CREAM.that really made me fat i think.and i'm still wondering how i could have finish all of that.

2006-06-06T18:12:00.000-07:00

this is crappy 'poster' or whatever is the creation of JANET LEE and BELICIA YONG.or was it either one of them?i don't know.

its retarded.when i saw it i was laughing my head off.and yes KIMJANET,ITS A JOKE.a retardedly weird one(:but i look super gay in it.
the last day of musical rehersals was yesterday,haha.i'm kinda glad its over cause its really been sucking loads of energy out of me.and i'm sick,VERY SICK.down with a slight fever,cough,sore throat,running nose&flu,headache,dizzy spells when i'm hungry.it just sucks to be sick.grandma's gonna take me to see the doctor later,since mom's not around to check me.then ill probably come home and sleep again.

we didn't have rehersals in the afternoon yesterday.when they told us i was superduper happy.me enn patty qing went to watch SHE'S THE MAN.
i'm IN LOVE WITH THE MOVIE TO SHITTS<33 ITS SO FUNNY,AND MUCH BETTER THAN ANY OF THE MOVIES I WATCHED IN THE PAST WEEK.haha. i'm gonna go walk to the petrol station to get some strepsils,panadol,and EIGHT DAYS<3.then>

somehow I can't put you in the past

-edit-

abigail:here's the link to camp photos(:
CAMP PHOTOS

2006-06-04T17:13:00.000-07:00

ADVENTURE CAMP PHOTOS;

THE SWNGING PLANK,noelle's on it

(nat,michelle,rachel,lauren,jiani at the back)

sec2 group photo.i swear it was super squashy when we took the photo.

i could almost die if i stood there any longer.

after the night track
the camp fire<3
when our group performed at campfire
grandma's coming to visit later and whole family's left for holiday.but i'm still stuck here cause of musical&choir.

2006-06-03T17:59:00.000-07:00

its sunday morning now.was too tired to follow mom and dad to church in the morning.i wanted to sleep in,but i couldn't.
and i WAS supposed to go to church yesterday for cell and service but musical prac took it all away.
i'm getting used to the abnormal social life or NOLIFE life we have now.well at least this is gonna last until the end of next week.rehersals yesterday was pretty okay i guess.cause we did a full runthrough of stuff.
qing and me realised that we have 30mins plus of waiting time in our 'stand-by' room(the lift staircase area)after stairway to get to our positions for the next scene.which is A LOT OF TIME.we were super bored so we used our shawls as a bedsheet on the floor and slept until joann and alyssa came and when our next scene started.we kinda have an extra scene of our own when we walk into the concourse to the place where jesus is supposed to carry the cross.which makes being the bitchy women not a very bad thing now.anyhow,its just acting.
so like during the musical,me qing joann and alyssa will bring our sleeping bags food and cards.stuff them in a corner at our waiting room and sleep while waiting for our turn.haha.
and its pretty ironic cause 'jesus' will be waiting in the same place as us.and we're supposed to hating Jesus.
okay old pictures.HISTORICAL TOUR

belicia,me

daniella belicia rach
rach enn belicia
yanka rach
enn rach(we were on a LUXURY coach)

ACJC CONCERT on monday,esplanade.they sing really well and blended but yeah.after the intermission we went into the concert hall then qing was like LETS GO LAH.SUPER BORING.so we left.walked to marina opposite to eat and take photos.

qing with her cheese fries

rach claire

claire rach

qing enn rach claire

i'm gonna study now.hopefully for at least 5hours.

2006-06-02T07:13:00.000-07:00

i'm glad that he got in.he's probably the only sane one who can sing in the competition.PAUL TWOHILL.uber cool surname.

i've been at school like everyday for musical and choir prac.TWELVE TO FIFTEEN HOURS A DAY.and i like haven't touched my books for two weeks.but i come back after the pracs everyday and like I NEED TO SLEEP.so yeah i dont study.which is bad cause i probably owe my mom over a few hundred hours of work.
pictures ACJC CONCERT
HISTORICAL TOUR
CAMP

i need a break

2006-05-29T19:16:00.000-07:00

i'm too lazy to upload photos or do anything so yeah.imma copy paste from enn's blog about what happened.
'had musical practice in the afternoon. stairway. and were sounding better than the last time we did it. but its hard standing at the stairs and trying to listen to mr bang. it like WHOA. so much of the sound bouncing off the wall. but its cool when you sing. and we were so uber high from camp. cha chi ku cha chi ku cha cha cha. miriam people had miriam. and we had to go through august songs. so whatever time we have in between is for august songs and august songs. i learnt the founders song yesterday. hadnt gotten to it till yesterday. qing and rach was practically LOUD. well the only altos i can hear, anyway. and I was like trying to learn. ahaha well I sight sang most of it right. we got to go early cause of acjc choir concert. watching sara get ready to go out is like watching a soap opera. entertaining. wanted to get flowers for them. germaine colleen andrea yanling. hui. but didnt anyway. they sang kasar. super nice. i dont know if its this but they blend really well. and we thought that the conductor was ms tham. but ms tham doesn't conduct the choir.'
well yeah.photos another day.
i'm going to be really busy over this week but i still wanna watch XMEN

kim && lets break it down now <3camp/misscamp. says:
I KNOW SHE WENT ALREADY && I WANT TO WATCH && I HAVEN'T WATCHED && THIS IS PISSING OFF. you know SCOTT DIED?! like pffftsh.
rachel♥ says:
WHAT THE HECK
rachel♥ says:
HOW CAN SCOTTT DIE.
rachel♥ says:
I FEEL LIKE CRYING
rachel♥ says:
I WANNA WATCH
kim && lets break it down now <3camp/misscamp. says:
i know. and jean grey also. ): and someone said the professor also ): i will cry like shit okay
rachel♥ says:
WHAT
rachel♥ says:
DONT TELLL ME ANYMOREEEEE.

i wanna watch.musical prac again today,1-9.30pm at NIGHT.
I HOPE I HAVE FUN

2006-05-28T00:02:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK FROM CAMP AND I'M MISSING IT A WHOLE LOT.
I REALLY WANNA GO BACK<3
i'm sorry i didn't update earlier but i just couldnt bring myself to.reading everyone's blogs made me cry and get all emo over the whole thing.i mean,yeah it may be over-reacting but i can't help it.
quote enn's blog about what happened in the bus on the way back:
'rachel was crying and saying to herself i dont want to go home. i was hugging her and crying with her. belicia was cryng and scolding people not to cry. at the same time. yanka was pretending to wail. and we stard singing that song.' I WANT TO GO BACK

I want to linger
A little longer
A little longer here with you
Its such a perfect nightIt doesnt seem quite right
That its my last night here with you
And come September
We'll all remember
Our camping and friendship true
And as the years go byI'll think of you and sigh
This is goodnight and not good bye

okay i'm starting to cry again.
i mean i don't care about the dirty toilets or the unhygenic food or the bugs and the flies which bite me,i miss camp.my group;BEELEE,the new friendships,the cheers,the games,the activities,the hikes,the food,the times which we screamed and freaked out when there was a lizard in the toilet.EVERYTHING means SOMETHING to me now.
everyone in the bus was tearing and crying or trying to hide their sadness by singing the camp songs or cheers to make themselves hyper.i tried,but i needed to cry.and the clap thing we did in the bus on the way there and back too.

everybody dance now
CLAP CLAP CLAP
two times
CLAP CLAP CLAP
three times
CLAP CLAP CLAP
lets break it down now
CLAP CLAP CLAP
yeah!

germaine taught us that one.
AND i mean,the camp is going to be practically the LAST ever adventure camp we're going to have in sec school.and we're never going to see our trainers again.okay.
shall start from DAY1 of camp
DAY1:
i was very excited about camp.i think beli thought that i was mad or something.but I WAS EXCITED.anyway we reached the campsite.it looked pretty cool to me,the muddy water and yes THE RAFTING AREA but yeah but i wasn't really excited anymore thinking about going into that water.first we sat down in our groups,LEE THREE THE BEELEES.OR OTHERWISE BILLY.
there was
shao nat amy joan za jamie jiani michelleong lianne berenicekow sherelynn nava felicia noelle seeyue sarah lauren.i hope that's it.oh and our trainer is EVELEEN:D
so we went for the waterfall hike thing.BUT AFTER CLIMBING LIKE 15KM OR SOMETHING UP AND DOWN WE ENDED UP AT THE CAMPSITE AGAIN.i was kinda pissed at that time cause we went up and down for nothing.and i was super super tired like my legs were water dissolving.so we walked to the waterfall by another way and the waterfall was COOLIO.it was.
walked back and then had dinner.i was still freaked by the hygiene standards of the food and stuff at that time.
then was blindman's trail.it was fun but i was kinda irritated being blinded for such a long time.then we played this game which was like the broken telephone thing.it was funnaye,i was the last person so a got a message something like GREEN LAND GOT ARRESTED BECAUSE HE KILLED HIMSELF.
RETARDED.then i fell while running back to my place.

DAY 2:
morning grace,breakfast,activities.we did the sherwood which was a swamp track and going through a sewage pipe.the swamp track was our first time into mud/muddy water during the camp so i was feeling kinda icky while doing that.but it was fun(:after we got out eveleen brought us to the sewage pipe thing.she made us go through that!and sing twinkle twinkle little star in the pipe thing.it was gross but funny.after that thing i was like looking back and like I CANT BELIEVE I WENT THROUGH THAT GROSS THING.AHAHA.I MUST HAVE HAD A SCREW LOOSE IN MY BRAIN.OR MAYBE I WAS DRUNK WITH MUD.then we had a break and did the other sherwood.it was fun.first we had to cross this plank thing which was super shaky.and if you fall,you would fall into mud water so i was damn scared at first.but yeah i got across.almost everyone did.then we made mr ong do it because he disturbed noelle and made her fall in.then we did this super easy one crossing on a rope thing with ropes to hold at the top.that was fun too(:mrs tan said she could do it too.then we did the balancing one,which you balance across muddy water by this wood thing,without any helping stuff.we had outdoor cooking after that,IT WAS BY CHANCE THE BEST MEAL I TASTED OVER THOSE TWO DAYS.instant mee,sausage and mixed veg(:i was super happy that we got instant mee.and we learnt to make our own fire,which was fun!
after that we did noman'sland1.
at the monkey bar nava was so reatard!she was at the first thing and then she knew she couldn't hold on anymore so she like gave this innocent face and went SORRY in a monotone.then she dropped into the water.I WAS LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF.EVERYONE WAS.
then it was the farmer thing.and yeah.i took over sarah as the farmer cause pulling that pully thing was so cool.
then we did river crossing.the water was freezing cold with mud and weeds!haha.after that was RAFTING.I WAS LIKE WAITING THE WHOLE DAY FOR IT CAUSE I LOVE RAFTING.
we had to build a raft with rafia string,the wood and the empty plastic containers.ours was called the CROSS RAFT(:me and lianne had to 'promote' our raft to meishan who was the 'richguy' wanting to buy a raft.
so we said it signified jesus and how he died for you.and that the holes in the raft can let you shit,fish,dip in the water and blah.
it was super funny when qingling's group presented.cause their raft wasn't really intact so the were crapping and crapping.
AND OUR RAFT FLOATED.IT FLOATED.like 10cm above the water.
me and lianne were so happy,we were jumping screaming and hi-fiveing.then we played on the thing in the water and stuff until dinner.
then it was the night hike which i didn't quite enjoy very much at first.cause they split our team up into two and i happened to be the no.9 out of the 18 of us.so i had to lead all of the other 8 and its damn freaky.there's noone in front of you and its pitch black so you see nothing except the stars in the sky.and you have to feel you way by this rope.but it was okay after all.we were walking and walking then suddenly i saw this figure.i was like IS THAT A GHOST OR WHAT.then suddenly it was like GOOD EVENING GIRLS in this freaky tone.then we realised that it was mrkhoo.which was so stupid.
on our way to get supper i stoned joan and she stoned me.i decided later to give her all the stones which i collected.

DAY3:
morning grace,breakfast.did no man'sland 2 which was very spastic fun.then we played in the water and did the very spastic bumble bee song(:BEELEE!
team building,lunch then reflction time.then the trainers did a performance for us.while waiting for everyone to get into the place and sit,the played a whole lot of songs on someone's laptop.UBER UBER UBER COOL.i mean,that seriously cured me from my starvation of music.and then they were dancing and doing some really funny things to the music.like my humps and dancing queen.
the eagle skit thing was really really cute not not mention retarded!
then we had camp preperation with our buddy team,MUACHEE.it was pretty dead at frist but we got everything together at the end.
BBQ dinner was better than i expected it to be since the food wasn't that good over those few days.and campfire!
I LOVE THE CAMPFIRE SONG/CHEER THING.

Camp fire's burning now
CAMP FIRE'S BURNNING NOW
Camp fire's burning now
CAMP FIRE'S BURNING NOW
Burning now
BURN BURN BURN!
Burning now
BURN BURN BURN!
Camp fire's burning in the dark dark night, you go
OOH YEAH, YIPPEE YIPPEE YEAH
Camp fires burning in the dark dark night, you go
OOH YEAH, YIPPEE YIPPEE YEAH.
camp fires burning now
CAMP FIRES BURNING NOW

and the TRIBAL SOUNDING DANCE(:

hey banja billy banja
hey banja billy banja
naga hey naga ho naga billy banja
naga hey naga ho naga billy banja

AND THE WE WILLWINTHEWAR CHEER(:

every morning late at night
mg will go out to fight
we united act as one
we will win the war this time

we will win the war
we will win the war
we will win the war

ONE MORE TIME!
WE WILL WIN THE WAR
WE WILL WIN THE WAR
WE WILL WIN THE WAR

ONE LAST TIME
WE WILL WIN THE WAR
WE WILL WIN THE WAR
WE WILL WIN THE WAR

and the OTHER cheer(:

are you ready?
EVER READY!
MG YI QI GONNA FIGHT
*CLAP (x4)*
FIGHT
*CLAP (x4)
FIGHT
*CLAP (x4)
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!
NAAAAAAAA

DAY4:
morning grace,cleaning up,group photos,SEAFOOD LUNCH,HOME):

WHY CAN WE JUST GO BACK AND HAVE MORE FUN?

mgsec2 adventure camp 06.
who's NOT MISSING it?

2006-05-22T02:24:00.000-07:00

SEC2 ADVENTURE CAMP,MONDAY TO THURSDAY THIS WEEK.

I DON'T KNOW THE DATES SO YEAH.

2006-05-19T00:40:00.000-07:00

my internet's down.so is the stupid starhub cable tv but anyhow,I'M HYPERLY HAPPY.
i love my camp group for camp next week,haha.shao and i shall share stuff with each other so we reduce the crazy amount of stuff that we have to bring for the camp.haha.i just hope that my period doesnt come during the camp or i'm like seriously dead.i'll be like mourning rather than having fun.which is the main idea of camp.as in cause most of the activities are water based.
and we were asking mrs pandian a lot of stuff about the camp.toilets are clean,but PRIMITIVE.and she was like RELAX AND SIT DOWN GIRLS.it kinda reminds me of the east timor toilets,but probably just cleaner.BELICIA AND ENN dont wanna go for the camp,but i'm like so freaking excited about it.i mean,how cool can it get.except for the stupid rules like no food which means that we cant have our stupid midnight ghost stories stuff.which are fun(:ahh.and we wont have our phones for 4days?hurrhur.
I'M REALLY EXCITED ABOUT CAMP OKAYY :D
its in four days.
oh we had students forum today.I'M SO PROUD OF KELLY NG!SOMEONE FINNALLY STOOD UP FOR THE RIGHTS OF STUDENTS SUCH AS ME.haha.EVEN MRS YAP AND MONICA BONG AGREED TO WHAT SHE SAID,that teachers have NO RIGHT(i hope lao shi reads this) to call their students STUPID.HAHA.when she was giving her view i was like YESYESYESYESYES.and belicia and enn were like calm down mann.whoo.and everyone was like RACHEL YOU AND LAO SHI.
dad wants to call lao shi up and ask her why she's so mean to me.AND I WILL BE LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF.when she gets scolded by my dad.but she deserves it for being SO MEAN TO ME,even though i'm trying very hard to be a good student in class.
nat lim told us on wednesday that practises during the first two weeks will be from like 1-10pm.which is like 10hours and A LOT.if you calculate it'll be like 100hours of rehersal in two weeks.i'm gonna be so drained.and i still wanna go for chuch camp.so please come for the musical.its amazing that i'm still enjoying the rehersals though.and the VERY FUNNY FOCUS GAME WE PLAYED!HAHA.
went to drchua yesterday to change my stuff and for review.she made me wear this thing now and its making my teeth hurt like hell.seriously.i couldn't even bite a piece of bread yesterday.the stupid thing is a spring?hah.
<3
STILL CANT WAIT FOR CAMP.

2006-05-16T02:06:00.000-07:00

my grades are depressing me.its not bad bad,but yeah.i've been feeling that i'm not doing my best and stuff.i know i can do better but i'm just too busy in trying to have fun.then i was thinking.what if i did really badly for year end and i get kicked out of mg.what if i don't get to do all the subjects my mom and dad want me to do.maybe when i grow up,ill probably a freaking poor person.i mean,I WANT A REALLY COOL CAREER.where i can earn big bucks and drive big cars and stuff.i'm gonna make it a point to CONCENTRATE during class since anyway i'm sitting right in the front.and not talk to abigail or turn behind to talk to becky/charisse.and i'm going to study a week before all tests and blah blah.and hand in all my crappy assignments on time,which reminds me of the overdue spca assignment for english.but anyway.i shall start studying for year end exams in june.which is crazy but i wanna prove to my parents that I'M NOT STUPID/LAZY.
i'm getting really emo now just thinking.

today was the cross country run thing,which was pretty okay,more fun than i expected it to be.i was hoping for rain though.dad made me drink two litres of water to 'HYDRATE YOUR BODY' or something.i felt like puking after that.ran with ming&enn for the first part but ming slowed down and enn slowed down at the road part.so i ended up all by myself.hah.
enn and me are on a yoghurt/non-soft drinks diet.to loose weight,what else.i was stuffing myself before mids so i think i put on a lot of weight.so now i need to loose it.

2006-05-15T02:05:00.000-07:00

A VERY VERY VERY VERY BUSY WEEKEND.

friday

estelle's birthday celebration at the club and i practically was half working out at the gym/sleeping/watching tv/eating/staring into space while she and her weird friends were swimming and stuff.

and by the time i reached home it was past 11.so i bathed,and watched survivor with dad.then i fell asleep.

saturday

i woke up around ten and went to practise my stupid violin.at 11 plus dad sent me for violin.

after violin i rushed to tuition,which i was half an hour late for which meant i would have to survive half an hour less of torture(:

and after violin dad came and sent me to meera's house to film our geog film.it is filled with absolute GAYNESS.and her house is HUGE.

LOOK FOR YOURSELF;HER POOL:

me and beli
looking out into her coil pond.IT HAS LIKE 20 PLUS BIGBIG COIL FISH
me and beli again(not at meera's house)
me.

THE VERYVERYVERY GROSS GEEK IN WHITE&BLUE?!

gosh it was such a gay film.i might upload it when its all perfect after we edit in school.using video editor.I NEVER KNEW COMPUTER LESSONS COULD BE SO USEFUL.

sunday was cool.CHURH WAS SO SO SO SO GOOD.I AM JUST ABSOLUTELY FASCINATED WITH THE KOBUS GUY.HE HEALED SO MANY PEOPLE DURING THE HEALING SERVICE YESTERDAY AND HIS SERMON JUST MEANT SO MUCH SENSE TO ME.(:ask the church to invite him to speak again!after church&went back home to pick up some stuff i left at home for sailing.went to the club for lunch&training.training was so gay?!stupid denis.he just keeps annoying me.he tried to untie my mask while coach wasn't looking.skulling partners!mark.haha.lousy%%shitty wind which makes you feel like you suck.anyway i am a little rusty after not sailing for 3weeks?haha.yeah mother's day dinner at a very good thai restaurant with my cousins.
jia was like cutting the stuffed chicken and all the OIL squirted into her face.gross.they probably use a lot of oil to cook EVERYTHING.but the food was good.and the mango sticky rice thing was so nice.espeacially the mango!<3haha.okay.school>

OKAY CROSSCOUNTRY TOMORROW.EVERYONE'S KEEPING THEIR FINGERS CROSSED,THAT IT'LL RAIN LIKE LAST YEAR.

2006-05-10T20:46:00.000-07:00

SOMETHING JUST MADE ME PISSED.CHRIS GOT BOOTED FROM AMERICAN IDOL.WHAT WERE PEOPLE THINKING?!WHAT WAS AMERICAN IDOL THINKING.I MEAN HELLO.HE HAS THE BEST VOICE AND HE IS LIKE THE BEST PERFORMER.I DON'T THINK KATHERINE DESERVES TO BE THERE.SHE SHOULD HAVE TAKEN CHRIS'S PLACE.OH MY I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO PISSED.WHAT IS THEIR PROBLEM.ITS VERY MEANINGLESS FOR ME TO WATCH AI3 NOW SINCE CHRIS AND KELLIE ARE GONE.WHAT THE SHIT IS WRONG WITH THEM.IT JUST SPOILT MY DAY.

2006-05-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

I was looking through some pics and yeah.these were some from the choir camp in the mrach holidays?haha(:

enn rach claire

enn qing rach vicky nana shern
nana joelle vicky sylvia rach claire enn qing
vicky rach juu sylvia

school yesterday was pretty bad.besides PE.haha we played soccer and my team was LIVERPOOL(:not that we like them or anything but mr ong likes LIVERPOOL so we gave our team that name so that he would help usXDadvantages!whee.and mr ong did help us(:soccer is just so loser when you play it.probably cause we suck at it>

after PE i wasl like going to die.YOU COULD PRACTICALLY DIE FROM THE IMMENSE HEAT WHICH WAS IN THE CLASS ROOM.YES.PLUS SITTING AT THE SIDE MAKES IT EVEN WORSE.WHY CAN'T PANDIAN JUST CHANGE OUR SEATS SO THAT WE GET TO SIT IN THE CENTRE FOR ONCE.AND FEEL THE 'NICE' WIND BLOWING AT YOU.i was like sweating continuously lah.its so gross.you'll just feel like you want a shower ASAP.and we have like the lousy old classrooms compared to the new classrooms which the other classes get.ohwells.after school we went through the answers for chem and bio.but ohh please,who would even want to listen to them going through XD.i was like writing letters and passing messages to kim.oh then we had stairway to heaven prac with the harpist at her house.nat lim drove us there so yeah.and she was so retarded in the car pretending that she was manual driving and saying how heavy we were.and the harpist-laura's house is AMAZING.so ultra nice.VICTORIAN STYLE,VINTAGE.SO COOL.AND THE REALLY COOL COFFEE MAKER!I CAN'T HELP BUT LOVE HER HOUSE.haha.we have the road to golgotha today.i WANTED to stay at home and sleep my heart OUT(:but.at least we get the day after that free.so i can go home or go out.i'm getting really big eye bags now and stuff.reading mags until i forget the time:DI NEED A FACIAL!okay i need to go bathe and get ready for choir.CIAO!

2006-05-08T00:18:00.000-07:00

CHECK OUT THIS WEIRD GAY BLOG

very very freaky.scroll to the bottom.you WILL see something weird.

during class last week.when sunshine bundled up enqi in the jacket.and becky is fascinated with enqi's camera.haha.

me becky beli

Daniel Powter-Bad Day
Where is the moment when needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in thelight just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
(yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
I'M LIKE SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG.
shall update later after my piano lesson.
-edit-
today was quite slack.thory chau teaches us speech.its quite full of crap since we learnt practically everything which she taught us during choir everyweek.
during recess me enn beli yanka sunshine christel daniella za melody were playing harry!haha.
we were like standing in front of uncle hock seng's stall for like 5mins then yanka bought her spring roll so we went to the table to play it.daniella came up with new rules which is so much more confusing!and there's FINALLY someone who sucks more at the game more than me(:BELI.she was like the worst, BERRY BERRY VERY VERY VERY HARRY.haha.
we were like laughing like mad.then when we realised the bell was going to ring, we quickly went back but sunshine heard mrs chan saying SO NOISY THOSE GIRLS.hahaXD
HISTORY JUST DEPRESSED ME.I FELT LIKE CRYING but i wasn't emo enough to cry.hurr.B4 FOR HISTORY LAH.i mean, it was such an easy test.so if i studied.i COULD HAVE got like A1?hmmph>:(
i was copying becky's english answers:Dshe's really really GOOD at english.mr low as usual gave us these very crap worksheets to do.its so annoying.we have a spca thing to do on thursday.i hate writing compos ):
and i finally got back my wallet from becky,YAY
I CAN'T HELP BUT LOVE LOVE THIS WEEK.WHO WOULD NOT?THREE DAYS OF SCHOOL AND A COOL PASTOR COMING TO OUR CHURCH THIS WEEKEND(:(:

2006-05-07T03:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR LIL' SIS<3
you've been such a wonderful sis even though we DO fight a lot but some of the stupid things we do together are very amusing and funny.remember our crappy 'magic' show?haha.
went for adult's service during church today even though assy estelle wanted me to help in the children's section cause it was token trading day.erm pastor michael ross watson(however you spell his name)speaked about rejection and stuff.after church i realised robyn&kathlyn came too!haha havent seen them for so long.went to pick up estelle's friend fromthe house and we went to celebrate estelle's birthday at a jap restuarant in paragon.estelle wanted to go to marche but it was under renovation?cool sashimi,TEAPOT SOUP<33
SEC 2 CAMP!its sounds pretty cool and its really psyched!but oh gosh the rules are IMMENSELY irritating.no other socks except mg socks, only mg slippers, only this mg that.belicia doesn't wanna go.but i don't wanna get my period then, it'll suck really bad!cause most of the activities are water based like the crossing a water thing below you by doing the monkey bar thing.I'M EXCITED ABOUT IT.except that we don't get to bring sleeping bags which are wayy more hygienic that sleeping on a bed which has been slept on by ??of people and the tonns of bed bugs which are in it.ewwww.REPLY TO TAGS(i can't seem to tag on my tagboard) :

[enn]sorry!we couldn't help it(:it was so funny funny.yeah but haha. yeah i can't seem to link you on my blog.but yeah try see if it works;i just fixed it.
[beli]hahaha.i just can't forget it;it was so retarded and amazing how qing could act so well even though we were all laughing at her!(:i hope you don't fall for it again too
[ethan]YES SIR(:
P.S.i can't remeber LOADDS OF PEOPLE'S links so if i didn't link you tell me your link okay?(:

2006-05-06T05:50:00.000-07:00

i don't know where to start,but yeah these were the things which i remembered that happened over the past month?(:
1.THE FOURTEEN HOUR SCOOL DAY
after normal school and boring pw we stayed back for choir as usual.mr bang went through the stuff with the miriam people while the stairway people just went to practise.then we went back and then were taught the TITLE song which we memorised over dinner.
after dinner we like did streching and stuff.its really funny they make you strech your body like the top but your bottom part cannot move.funny.then we went through the very emo 'WORKSHOP' of the road to gogaltha.like getting into your character and stuff.which was damn tiring lah.i wanted to be like this very mature and confused ten-year-old child who like follows jesus when he comes to find the unanswered questions she has to life.yeah but while we were like doing the whole thing i realised that i was too scary to be like a follower so i was like the 'evil people' in the end.then at the part when jesus was carrying the cross i was like 'rachel don't cry!you're an evil person in this scene'and stuff.it was like so freaking tiring frowning and mocking jesus the whole time!after that my cheek muscles were like going to die.we finished around 9.40 and NIGHT.yes.i was going to like flop anytime.qing stayed over at my house that night but she fell asleep like 1 hour earlier than me cause i was studying for crappy history and math test which we had the next day.dissing.FOURTEEN LONG HOUR SCHOOL DAY WAS AMUSINGLY FUN.
2.PFT&twoPOINTfour
we had the 2.4run like on thursday during pe?yeah i think.i ran with enn as usual,she has the same pace as me.but it was weird cause it was the last round and i was sprinting so it was like nearing the finishing line and yeah after that i realised that enn had ran an extra round.haha.so we were comparing timings for the first to eight round and stuff.her timing was like 16somthing while mine was 13.39?!weird so enn told mr ong that she's runnning again.at least i got an A for that.for the five items thing we had to like go early cause of choir!and mrs chan is such a wonderful incline pull-ups tester.i did 24pullups because of her(:but i was so freaking disappointed with sit&reach.39cm just sucks lah.the stupid teacher was like HOLD AT 42FOR ATLEAST 2SECONDS GIRL.but whatever she gave me 30 only.anyhow,i got a gold(:
3.WATCHING BELI PLAY SQUASH
after school like on a wednesday which we didnt have choir,me enn beli abigailwent to kap for lunch.after like doing chem wb went back to watch beli's squash juniors.they're better than her lah!or maybe me and enn were just demoralising her.she was like playing with a girl called rachel then rachel won so me and enn were like we L you BELI.which actually meant LOSER.haha.

today after violin went home to sleep, then to church.during cell we did prayer mostly,i was telling sharon about ms chuah a.k.a. EDNA MODE.and how freaking irritating she was(:and after cell sharon treated all of us to 50cents chinchow.hurrhurr.she and her idea of ending cell early to go to the hawker.after that was service,but dad wanted me home for dinner so he said i could stay in service for one hour.boohoo):service started late and before that we were bitching.yeah worship was good even though i could only stay for that(:
sailing tomorrow.

2006-05-04T05:08:00.000-07:00

HELLO i'm back to blogging again(:
i NEED to tell you what happened like ont thursday.
QUOTE FROM ENQI'S BLOG:
"i shall tell you what happentoday after choir. its SUPER funny. okay so we usually go to the canteen after choir then belicia wanted to tell me about kevin and i was like 'go away shhh' of course in the joking way. anyway cause was finding out about cheer tryouts. haha BELICIA WENT BACK WITHOUT ME. haha i told her to wait for me at the bustop. and you know what they played a prank on belicia!! haha qing was likeQING: belicia! enqi's having severe diarrhoea. can you come back! please!(and a whole lot of crap.)BEL: OMG okay okay! im coming back now!-hang uphaha you know cheo me and rach we like in fits of laughter. its was soo funny! cause qing was like so real. and belicia actually fell for it. SUPER FUNNY. anyway tomake sure that she was coming up they called her again. and she was like 'okay okay! im coming up already!' i can just imagine her running up. 'enn wait im coming' i should have come out of the toilet groaning. it would have been funner.i was in the toilet washing my hands when she came in and was like ' pant pant. where's enqi!' and then she turns to see me washing my hands. and i cant help it but start laughing. she stones for like a second and gives me that look. she actually RAN all the way up the hill and jay-crossed the road. SHE RAN. FOR ME"
RETARDED.me cheo and qing were like WOAH BELICIA'S REALLY RUNNING UP FOR YOU.HURRY GO HIDE IN THE TOILET AND PRETEND YOU'RE GOING TO DIE SOON!
and yeah belicia did run up.so freakingly funny.and then after that i was like 'THE POWER OF LOVE BETWEEN THEM IS UNBREAKABLE'.and qing was so pro in her acting skills when she was talking to belicia while me cheo and enqi were laughing our heads off.
BELI,YOOU'RE SO EASILY CONNED!
haha(:then yesterday we tried to play a not-as-fun prank on beli.she sort of believed it until she saw us in the canteen.qing again the actress was like BELICIA YOU ARE WITH ENQI RIGHT.CAN YOU PLEASSE TELL HER THAT SHE HAS MY CHOIR SCORES AND THAT SHE MUST BRING IT ON MONDAY.SHE LEFT TAKING MY SCORES, I CANT GET HER!YOU'RE WITH HER RIGHT?'
haha.then belicia was like 'im not with her!okay i help you go ask her'
it wasn't really a good prank though.but we(me qing cheo) dissed both of them off when we were like 'MIGRATING' from table to table to give enn and beli some PRIVATE TIME TOGETHER.meannies.okay i shall blog about the rest of my life when i'm more free(:
to assy violin practise nowww.i'm playing at my teacher's stupid concert tomorrow):